:D News on the Job Front

Just got back from my second interview at the hotel -- It's good when they ask for a drug test, right :P I felt really good at both of my interviews so that was fun. I was thinking about working at Wal-Mart, but during my first interview I just got this really queasy feeling and was like 'I do NOT want to work here' -- at least I was in my head. They asked me for a second interview as well but I didn't go >.> I meant to call them to cancel it but I fell asleep in the middle of the day and ended up sleeping through that time anyway.

I'm really cold and uncomfortable. I'm at the library, under a vent (thats blowing out cold air - why the hell is it blowing out cold air?!?!) and my hands are about to be frozen off. I just had a drug test (for employment reasons) and a blood test (for crappy thyroid reasons). I'm wearing heels, pantyhose, and skirt, and my Carhartt jacket (Its a huge winter farm jacket. It doesn't really match my outfit) and I've been going in and out of my dad's duel full bed and cab pick-up...IN THESE CLOTHES! That's even how I got to my interview. I am so ready to have my car back. I accidentally hit my mirror on a tree and I'm not allowed to drive without both mirrors being attached because of my crappy eyes.

Ocular Histoplasmosis can go to hell.

Anyway, there is my brain, as usual, it is completely scattered and this entry won't make a dash of sense and it never will because I never bother to edit them unless I REALLY screwed something up.

So. Ta!



Guess who's got a job interview tomorrow!!! ME!! :D I have a chance at working again! I hate depending on my parents for everything. It's bad enough that I still live at home, I felt like a total bum, just going to school and coming home. I've never been without a job so long since...I started working. THREE MONTHS!! That is forever and a day longer than I needed to be unemployed. I'm trying to get a job at Wal-Mart (it works better with my schedule) so hopefully I get it.

La de da. I'm at the library again, so guess what that means - I'm trying to not do my homework and succeeding! YEAH ME!!

Lol - no, but seriously, school will be a lot better for me when I get a job. I'm so much better at managing my time when I have to add work into the mix. I think its that way for a lot of people. Also, if I get the job, that will be a huge load off of my back. (Mom is retiring, dad got 'asked to leave', my brother is autistic and works part time as a dishwasher). My mom is always telling me to stop worrying so much because it doesn't do anything but I can't help it. I have anxiety and depression, it kind of goes with those things.

Alright. I'm going to do homework. Really.

Watch me.

I'm leaving right now.




Bald Eagles and Crying Girls

I was going to post about this really nice scene that I saw coming into the library today, about how I was driving along and the sun was shining and I saw at least four bald eagles (two were in trees, two were flying, I saw another possible four, so eight bald eagles, but I wasn't sure about the last four). I thought it was pretty cool, but then I got to the library and there was this kid screaming at the top of her lungs and his mother kept yelling 'shutup, Shut up, SHUT UP!' and nobody was doing anything about it (what should they do? I didn't have a clue...) I started keeping a mental tally of how often she yelled at her kid to shut up and lost count at 22 (I'm not kidding).
This is one of the reasons I don't want to be a mom, at least not right now. I feel bad for both her and the little girl but come on, she should have taken her kid out of here right when she started crying like that, its rude to the other patrons in the LIBRARY. Neither of them were being quiet and UGH!

Okay, I'm going to do homework now, really!


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...So. It's valentines day. And am I with my snugglebunny? My human teddy? My 'insert some other lovey dovey name here that I only call my cats'?
Because I don't have one.
Why? Because I am socially inept. If you get to know me, I'm nice, kind, all that great stuff, but that is the trick. Getting to know me. I am so fricking shy, I have a hard time asking for help at a supermarket because I think that the staff will think I'm an idiot for not knowing where something is, even if its my first time in the store.
Yes, yes, yes, pathetic, I know.
Anyways, there is a vet clinic in my area that is hiring a vet tech, which I'm in school to do. I sent them an application even though I'm not one yet in hopes that they will want to snatch me up prior to my completion and then they can train me however they wish, we'll see though. I also applied at a hotel as a server and for a mail route but I did both of these things over the weekend so now I'm just waiting for Monday and Tuesday to roll around and see if I get any call backs.
I took two more quizzes, because once again - I'm not doing anything else so why not?
Weee! Mopage.


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Another Quiz... I apologize.

you are lightcyan

Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well.

Your saturation level is very low - you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you're working.

Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.
the html color quiz

Someday I won't take personality quizzes. That day isn't today...but someday! I swear! :) I like my color...
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I came to the library to study but instead of studying, I'm on the computer doing what I do at home...this. >.> There was an error here somewhere...
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Pictures! (To Come)

You know what? I love picture entries :) I think I'm going to start doing them more often. My family has never been big on the pictures, my mom goes out of her way not to be in pictures and she has sort of rubbed that off on the rest of the family but I really, really like pictures...And since I'm not really 'allowed' to take pictures of my family, I'll just take pictures of everything else. I've already got a bunch of ideas to give you guys a look into my world :P I'm a vegetarian (-ish, not a real, real one. I eat fish and stuff, I really just don't eat meat because I gave it up years ago and now if I eat it I get kinda queasy), an animal lover, a student, a farm girl, and I'm sure some other things that I didn't even think of. I know its stupid to do this entry without a picture,but alas, great ideas take time.



2 Quizzes (Weee!)

Your Sleeping Position Says You Need Comfort

You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.

Shy and private, you yearn for security.

You take relationships slowly.

You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Cranky and a big baby

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You are a light sleeper

You Passed 8th Grade Science

Congratulations, you got 7/8 correct!

..I should be studying, but I really, really don't want to be.